If you have not read the previous posts from this series, read Mrs Dalloway
The Hours -
The Hours -
One evening, Very depressed, very sad, almost lost on a battle, all I wanted to do was get some good movie and put myself into some reel life to escape reality. VCD of the movie "The Hours" caught my eyes first at the CD store. All I knew at that point about the movie was "Nicole Kidman" had won Oscars for her role in it. So it definitely was my first choice.
I came home, played the movie. The movie opens with the suicide of VW in 1941 after she writes a note to her husband. Then it unravels one day from life of three women from different times; unknown to each other, yet connected through a novel- Mrs. Dalloway.
VW (Nicole Kidman) from the year 1925, England has just begun writing her novel "Mrs. Dalloway".
Laura Brown (Julianne Moore) from year 1952, LA reading the book, Mrs. Dalloway.
Clarissa (Meryl Streep) from year 2001, NYC, leaving a life similar to Mrs. Dalloway.
So there begins a story of 3 women in one single day, all three so different from each other, yet connected in a mysterious way.
VW- Struggling to fight her insanity in this so called sane world which is no less than custody.
Laura- Is married with a kid and pregnant with another who wonders is this all she wants from her life? She feels lost in midst this so called perfect world of being a wife and mother.
Clarrisa- So much like Mrs. Dalloway hides her sadness beneath a blanket of smile. Throws party to celebrate and enjoy the moment, yet submerged with immense dissatisfaction bothering her this day.
So what does this movie end with? A note that one can take back, to love life for what it is, to live it in a way you want and to respect life to the fullest and then finally put it away. It tells you to live the hours, the moments, right there, right then. It tells you to follow your dreams and make the best decision in life which can vary at times based on the circumstances.
So after watching this movie, I still recall the reaction on my face, Stunned. I knew this had a solution for some or most of my problems, there was so much to convey and I felt so touched, yet I struggled to understand more about the characters, because I knew nothing about VW or her novel. So definitely I had lot of loose ends to be connected. Next day I went to the net and read so many reviews on the movie, novel and Mrs. Dalloway and of course VW. Then I came home and watched the movie again. So clear it was now, it felt as though I was going through a reincarnation. Since then the movie, the novel and the author, all three has influenced me in a beautiful way. It was a beginning of new “me”; a better “me”
Even today, when I am sad, when I am gloomy, I love to watch some selected movies. I think till date the most watched movie of mine during such lonely, sad times has been "The Hours" and following close is "Page 3". Page 3 again fills me with strength to accept reality and move on with life loving it for what it is.
I would like to end this post with a quote from VW –
I meant to write about death, only life came breaking in as usual.
-Virginia Woolf, Diary, 17 February 1922
Every secret of a writer's soul, every experience of his life, every quality of his mind is written large in his works.